It´s exactly the same as always, I don´t know why even bother, but i´m going to tell it anyway. Yes, the same place as always, the same people, the same feelings, but something, something was different. I really can´t tell what was it but if you would have been there, you would´ave noticed too. Walking, yes walking, everything began with just walking, because when you walk just for walking you tend to observe the scenarios fully. A thing you normally don´t do; but what was that I saw? what was it? what is pushing me to write all this nonesense? The sky was all full of clouds, the street full of cars, people, birds, a river, yes, there was a river too, rests of snow like little salt lumps in every corner although spring began three days ago, but anyway that´s not the point. Music, always, music, nothing is real without music, I wouldn´t have seen anything if it weren´t for the music. The sound of each and every step, that sound, it was as if the crackling of those leaves was talking ot me. All of a sudden I stopped, I wanted to hear it more clearly; the sound ceased, it was gone.
I stood there for a couple of minutes, trying to remember how that sound was, trying to figure out what it meant, but nothing, I lost myself again in the music, the cars, the river, birds, yes birds, it was nice to hear them for a change. I´m not really a bird lover but after a long and cold winter one gets to miss them. I heard the wind too, as it crept its way through my earphones. I looked back, I don’t know why, I just did. I had a feeling I was letting something go, escape, like if I were leaving something behind, but I really couldn´t figure it out on time, I just let it slip.
I was sad. I think.
I felt the need to walk back, for a couple of steps, it was just a stupid way to make me believe I tried to do something but it didn´t work. I sat on a bench, watching my hands, they were freezing, I forgot to put my gloves on so I just stuck them in my pockets. Things began to loose their sense and again, I was sitting alone in the middle of nowhere. I changed the CD, I needed something to cheer me up, I stood up and began my way back home and realised that again,
I saw: NOTHING.