Where should i go after everything is done?

What should I look for when everything is finished?

Should I go where I was never found?

Must I try again until I have it made?

When I took that long road home

I saw the leading lights gleam from afar

They were not inviting me, they were not

Lights don’t shimmer for me anymore

And it doesn´t matter for now I know

I don´t belong to light but to shadows I owe.